Gandhi-following, peace-loving, free-spirited vegetarian who was adopted at birth has discovered the worst possible thing a son could find out about his father – his dad is Charles Manson.
"It’s like finding out that Adolf Hitler is your father," said Matthew Roberts, a Los Angeles disc jockey.
A curious Roberts, 41, began investigating his poisoned family tree about 12 years ago, when he contacted a social services agency, which located his mother, Terry, in Wisconsin, according to the London Sun.
His reluctant natural mom fed him bits and pieces, like his first and middle name — Lawrence Alexander — withholding his infamous surname until she could summon the courage to tell him the truth.
But Roberts pressed her for more details until she finally revealed the shocking secret, that his dad was one of the most infamous serial killers the world has ever known.
"I didn’t want to believe it," Roberts said. "I was frightened and angry. I’m a peaceful person -- trapped in the face of a monster."
Terry told Roberts he was born after Manson raped her in a drug-fueled orgy in 1967. She gave the baby up for adoption.
Even she admits her long-lost son bears a striking resemblance to the mastermind whose family of commune followers committed nine gruesome murders in Los Angeles in 1969. Their victims included pregnant actress Sharon Tate, film director Roman Polanski’s wife.
Manson, 75, is an inmate at Corcoran State Prison in California.
After five years, Roberts’ eventually wrote to Manson, who replied with letters and postcards -- eerily signed with an ugly swastika -- the wartime Nazi symbol Manson has tattooed onto his menacing forehead.
Roberts said he has his own bouts with schizophrenia, but other than that, the apple fell far from the tree.
"My hero is Gandhi," Roberts said. "I’m an extremely non-violent, peaceful person and a vegetarian. I don’t even kill bugs. I’ve had long hair all my life. I could make it go away, but I can’t let the world and their fears change me."
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Who's your Daddy ?
Monday, November 23, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
The most beautiful suicide
I remember seeing this Time cover years ago when I was a child. My dad had saved it for all those years. I remember the woman as looking so beautiful and peaceful. I often thought what could have led her to this. I have been told over the years that this photo did not exist and that I must have imagined it. I was happy to have found it just as I remembered. Though sad to know that such a young woman thought this was her only choice.
On May Day, just after leaving her fiancé, 23-year-old Evelyn McHale wrote a note. 'He is much better off without me ... I wouldn't make a good wife for anybody,' ... Then she crossed it out. She went to the observation platform of the Empire State Building. Through the mist she gazed at the street, 86 floors below. Then she jumped. In her desperate determination she leaped clear of the setbacks and hit a United Nations limousine parked at the curb. Across the street photography student Robert Wiles heard an explosive crash. Just four minutes after Evelyn McHale's death Wiles got this picture of death's violence and its composure.
From McHale's NY Times obituary, Empire State Ends Life of Girl, 20:
At 10:40 A. M., Patrolman John Morrissey of Traffic C, directing traffic at Thirty-fourth Street and Fifth Avenue, noticed a swirling white scarf floating down from the upper floors of the Empire State. A moment later he heard a crash that sounded like an explosion. He saw a crowd converge in Thirty-third Street.
Two hundred feet west of Fifth Avenue, Miss McHale's body landed atop the car. The impact stove in the metal roof and shattered the car's windows. The driver was in a near-by drug store, thereby escaping death or serious injury.
On the observation deck, Detective Frank Murray of the West Thirtieth Street station, found Miss McHale's gray cloth coat, her pocketbook with several dollars and the note, and a make-up kit filled with family pictures.
The serenity of McHale's body amidst the crumpled wreckage it caused is astounding. Years later, Andy Warhol appropriated Wiles' photography for a print called Suicide (Fallen Body), but I can't find a copy of it anywhere online.Anyone?
Update: A not-so-great representation of Warhol's version of this photographis available at Google Books. (thx, ruben)
Update: Here's a better photo of Warhol's print. (thx, lots of people)
By Jason Kottke • Jul 16, 2008 at 02:49 pm • Andy Warhol Empire State Building evelynmchale photography suicideWednesday, November 11, 2009
Worst Job Ever?
Animal Masturbator
vagina onto the animal's penis, or simply do it the old-fashioned way-manual stimulation. The first option, electroejaculation, uses a priapic rectal probe to send electricity pulsing through the animal's nether regions. "All the normal excitatory signals that stimulate ejaculation, like touch, sight, soundand smell, can be replaced with the current from the probe," says Trish Berger, professor of animal science at the University of California, Davis. "It's fascinating. Of course, this is a woman talking." Electroejaculation generally requires anesthetizing the animal and is typically used on zoo dwellers. The other two methods-the artificial vagina, or AV, and the good old hand-require that animals be trained to the procedure. The AV-a large latex tube coated with warm lubricant -is used primarily to get sperm from dairy bulls (considered the most ornery and dangerous of bovines). The bull gets randy with a steer; when he mounts the steer with his forelegs, a brave technician, AV in hand, insinuates himself between the two aroused beastsand deftly redirects the bull's penis into the mock genitalia, which he must then hold tight while the bull orgasms. (Talk about bull riding!) Three additional technicians attempt to ensure this (fool)hardy soul's safety by anchoring themselves to restraining ropes attached to a ring in the bull's nose. Alas, this isn't always absolutely effective: Everyone who's wielded an AV has had at least one close call, and more than a few have been sent to the hospital. The much safer "digital pressure" is used mostly with pigs, who are trained from an early age to mount a small bench while the researcher reaches around with a gloved hand and provides appropriate pleasure-er, pressure.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Introducing My Boys.....
LOKI
Wallpaper Find
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Wow, how long?
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Oh how I want this
Snow White-Inspired ‘Heart Box’ Is First in Collection to Be Previewed at Comic-Con and D23 Expo
(June 9, 2009) Bringing together the masterful storytelling of Disney with the renowned artistry of eFX Inc., an all-new line of limited-edition collectibles will be unveiled this September, inspired by some of Disney’s classic films and the comic antics of the Muppets.
These new collectibles extend the magic of Disney into pieces that recall the beauty and spectacle that is unique to Disney, beginning with a tribute to the “fairest of them all,” Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs.
eFX plans to preview several pieces from its new Disney collection during San Diego Comic-Con in July, and at Disney’s first-ever D23 Expo, Sept. 10 to Sept. 13 at the Anaheim Convention Center.
The premiere release in eFX’s new Disney line is the exquisitely designed “Heart Box,” inspired by the designs of the wicked Queen in Disney’s first full-length animated feature. Presented to the Huntsman, the Heart Box was intended to be used as proof of Snow White’s demise. As befits the coolly glamorous wicked Queen, eFX’s Heart Box is intricately constructed from solid hardwood and its opening features an imaginative 24-karat gold-plated heart that locks with a dagger.
The Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs Heart Box meticulously recreates the design of the film’s original animation, with rich, vivid colors and the attention to detail and craftsmanship that is the hallmark of eFX.
The Heart Box sits on an ornate, museum-quality display base that features a sculpture of the wicked Queen by renowned artist David Kracov, with whom eFX has developed a successful, ongoing collaborative relationship. Pre-orders for the Heart Box will begin shortly after Comic-Con, at http://www.efxcollectibles.com/. Each “Heart Box” will include an individually numbered plaque and will not exceed 500 pieces worldwide.
“We have long been Disney fans ourselves, so developing authentic, detailed collectibles is tremendously exciting for us,” said Bryan Ono, president of eFX Inc. “With inspiration from Disney films and characters, we look forward to extending the magic of Disney even further into the lives of collectors.”
Upcoming pieces in development by eFX include:
Full-size, highly detailed “Photo Puppets” of favorite Muppet characters, including Rizzo the Rat, Miss Piggy, and PĂ©pe the King Prawn;
An incredibly accurate, four-foot replica of Capt. Nemo’s Nautilus from 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea, which will offer features not incorporated in any previous model of this iconic submarine;
Replicas and collectibles based on such classic Disney entertainment as Mary Poppins, Peter Pan and Pinocchio.
More details about eFX’s current and upcoming collectible pieces can be found at the eFX Inc. website, http://www.efxcollectibles.com/.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
My Dad was a Policeman, for almost 30 years, in Compton, California.
It was, and still is, a tuff job. Police have one of the only jobs I know of where , even if you do your job correctly, someone is going to be angry at you.
God Bless and keep all of them safe.
"The Final Inspection"
The policeman stood and faced his God,
Which must always come to pass.
He hoped his shoes were shining.
Just as brightly as his brass.
"Step forward now, policeman.
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My church have you been true?
"The policeman squared his shoulders and said,"No, Lord, I guess I ain't,
Because those of us who carry badges
can't always be a saint.
I've had to work most Sundays,
and at times my talk was rough,
and sometimes I've been violent,
Because the streets are awfully tough.
But I never took a penny,
That wasn't mine to keep....Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep.
And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at times I shook with fear.
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fear.
If you've a place for me here,Lord,
It needn't be so grand.
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't.....I'll understand.
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod.
As the policeman waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, policeman,
You've borne your burdens well.
Come walk a beat on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in hell.
"Author Unknown "
Thank you Ladies, for this and all you do to help.
Posted by Bitches In Blue at 10:50 AM 4 comments
Saturday, June 20, 2009
The Party's Over
I did it.
I signed up for a sitemeter. I will now be informed as to how many people do not visit my blog.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Drew Peterson arrested
this man is was one lucky bastard. Let's hope his luck has run out.
http://www.radaronline.com/exclusives/2009/05/drew-petersons-mug-shot-new-details-his-arrest
Fact.....first wife divorced him for cheating.
Fact.....second wife left him for physical abuse and cheating.
Fact......third wife reported him to his superiors for physical abuse. She was found dead, drowned in an empty bathtub, a short time later.
Fact.......fourth wife disappeared with out a word or trace.
Fact.......engaged to 25 year old.
Fact.......25 year old fiance is an idiot.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
F Cup Cookies
I increased my breast cup size, a few years back, by eating cookies but I got a bigger butt, belly, and an extra chin as a bonus.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Thank you Francie
The blogger is a married, mother of three, under six. The blog starts when she is pregnant with her third child and beginning her life as a stay at home mom. She writes about how both excited and scared she is. She writes about having home births and how her last child caused them some worries but how it was all worth it. She is researching organic foods and clothing. She joins groups in order to help make her community a better place. I would love to be her friend.
Her last post was April 1st, 2009.
"Wednesday, April 01, 2009
I can't sleep and I am thinking
I am thinking about a board presentation I plan to give in May. I am thinking about sponsorship letters that need to go out for an event that is in Sept. I am thinking about driving my MIL to BWI in the morning. I am thinking that Chris and I will never agree on a new house to buy. I am thinking about how I volunteered to serve on the board of my Moms Club but am afraid it is going to be more work than I bargained for. I am thinking that I wish I was sleeping instead of typing on my blog. I am thinking that I miss my friend Heather and my friend Kim. I am thinking it is way too hard to make time to exercise.... I am thinking that I am pretty lucky to be awake and to be thinking about such trivial things. How truly blessed am I to be thinking about being able to give back to my community, to get to stay home with my children, share time with my children's' grandparents, and to have such wonderful friends that I care so much about...and to have my health and to be able to exercise. I am thinking how grateful I am!"
I would love to read more . Tell me how you and the kids are doing.... The weather, Chris's job, anything.
No matter how much I beg, Francie has written her last post. She didn't know it at the time. No one saw it coming. Turns out that 17 days after posting to us how blessed and grateful she is, she was murdered, along with her 3 children, by her husband. Who then shot himself. No one has an answer yet. Some say he had some debt issues. Some say mental problems. I doubt we will ever know the truth. It doesn't really matter. Knowing won't bring them back. It is strange now , to be reading the words of a dead woman. All I know is this beautiful woman, whose words took us into her heart, who had so many hopes and dreams for her family, has left a lasting memorial. She and her children will forever have a place in my heart.
Thank you Francie for sharing.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Because of the weather
It was 81 degrees with a slight breeze here in Scottsdale, Arizona. A beautiful night was expected by all. Unfortunately Mother Nature had other ideas.
About six thirty the wind picked up and the night fell apart. Foul balls were the norm, making for very long innings. In addition to that, it got cold. Even the folks from Chicago were freezing. Allot of the fan chose to leave before the end of the 5th inning. Just as well, as it got worse.
The wind kept getting stronger and colder. Tents and signs were ripped down by the wind. Fans had to run to get out of the way of flying trash. I figured we were in for an injury or two when huge, full trash cans went flying four feet off the ground across the walk ways.
It got so bad that the game was called at the 7th inning because of weather.
The hard core fans, who had stayed the entire time,were understandably upset. Though even they knew that the wind had progressed to dangerous levels.
I am so grateful to my co workers and stadium officials, we had a hard job last night and no one was hurt.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Peta People
George Clooney-flavoured tofu proposed by animal rights group Peta
Peta, the animal rights organisation, has announced that it would like to create tofu flavoured with the sweat of the Hollywood actor George Clooney.
By Mark Coleman in Los Angeles Last Updated: 11:18PM GMT 12 Mar 2009
In its latest campaign aimed at creating maximum publicity, the group suggested that the flavour of the Ocean's Eleven star's perspiration - extracted from the actor's gym towel - would appeal to his fans.
Ingrid Newkirk, president of Peta, sent a letter to Clooney urging him to participate in the extraordinary venture "to spare animals from being killed for the table".
According to the Washington Post, the actor's gym towel had been offered for auction by a Peta supporter.
"I thought, 'What would make tofu more attractive to people?'... I can see people having parties to try CloFu,'" Mrs Newkirk told the newspaper.
She justified her plan by comparing Clooney-flavoured tofu to "making artificial chicken flavour for instant gravy".
But the actor rejected Peta's overtures, although he clearly found the proposition amusing.
"As a mammal, I'm offended," he joked in a statement.
Monday, March 9, 2009
How do you lose a child?
Sunday, March 1, 2009
I do not "GET" Fashion
I hate to go shopping lately. Who are making these clothing choices for us? Could it be some super skinny chick who is jealous of our curves. Or maybe some woman hating man, because no one who loves us would market these clothes.
Have we convinced designers that we will buy anything if they say it is cool?
Chivalry
I was reading this article written by Waiter Rant, questioning as to whether chivalry is dead or not.
It reminded me of a scene I was dispatched to early one morning.
It was a one car rollover with fatalities. This car was making a transition from one freeway to another at a high rate of speed. This car was holding at least 12 people. No one was wearing seat belts, there wouldn't have been enough for everyone anyway. We arrived on scene to find two dead bodies, both female, four critically injured, all female, three more females who stayed with their family and friends. There were at least three men in this car at the time of the accident. Only one stayed behind, he had a broken leg and couldn't run. The rest of the passengers (all men) ran as soon as the car stopped rolling. Not one man stayed to assist his injured family or friends. In this case chivalry was dead along with a few of his passengers.
You have got to be kidding me.
I do not understand how you can have a dead body in your home for several days and not know it. The smell is horrendous. Did she fall into a freezer, wrap herself in plastic before she died ? These people scare me.
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2009/02/28/AR2009022801796.html?hpid=sec-metro
You should have heard this guy's stupid wife's interview...."He didn't mean it, he is a good dad, he would never hurt his child. He was holding the baby and turning on the dryer. The baby must have fell in." Stupid woman...you have to close the dryer door for it to start. That could NOT be an accident. She only applied for the restraining order after CPS told her she would lose her son if she didn't.
http://www.abc15.com/content/news/phoenixmetro/story/PD-Mesa-man-arrested-turned-on-dryer-while-son/Ln4iGX753EOUVQ4bcnJlLA.cspx
Once again I must scream.........Come on people,the smell alone should have alerted someone. Guy went missing on Feb 11th, first ticket on the 12th, no one said anything until the 26th. If you have ever smelled a decomposing body, you will find it difficult to believe no one complained sooner.
http://wwwGAINESVILLE — A car found in a Gainesville neighborhood with a dead body in the back seat had been ticketed seven times by city parking enforcement..tcpalm.com/news/2009/feb/26/car-corpse-back-seat-given-seven-parking-tickets/
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
EMT Weekend
I had a great time meeting these seniors and listening to there stories. I was also impressed with a few of the volunteers that were there to help. These volunteers were from the local high school. It was great fun watching them realise that life did not end at twenty. The best part was when a few of the high school girls admitted to me their disappointment that "the EMT was not hot ". The Senior Olympians responded to them that I was the hottest EMT they have ever seen.
Made me smile. I guess it is all about perspective.
I finished with the seniors at one and then on to the Paintball Championships at two.
This was a very different event in terms of power and aggressiveness. There were not to many shooters over 30 (and you should have seen the welts after they were finished "OUCH"). Though when you looked at both groups in terms of competitiveness they were the same. They all worked hard, they all wanted to win. Though the Paintball games were a bit messier. Showers of fine colored mist would fly over my head. Slow moving paint balls would fly around, some exploding, some bouncing off my shoes. It was a colorful day.
My second day was spent with the Senior Olympians again. This time the Swimming Events.
It was a beautiful day by the pool. I again was amazed at the athletic ability of these folks. Some of the seniors could barley walk. Oh, but to see them in the water. They were young again, they could move as if they were children. I could truly see the years disappear.
Best of all ,with three events, there were only two injuries, just bumps and abrasions. I think I have one of the only jobs where you study, practice, and take classes to better your skills, only to hope you never have to use them.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Husband Left Wife on Floor for 10 Weeks Before She Died
I am not sure if the husband should face charges.
I have worked with a lot of senior citizens. Most often they only ask for help when it is too late or someone else intervenes. They have been taking care of themselves for so long that they often don't recognise the need for help.
http://foxnews.com/story/0,2933,490857,00.html
This man stated his wife did not want outside help. He stated that he expected her to get up in her own time. He continued to feed her, clean her and give her her medications. It sounds as if they were both in denile. My heart goes out to them.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Been there...bought the t-shirt.
Monday, February 16, 2009
# 1 Kidnapping Capitial of The USA
"Police rescued 16 immigrants who were being held against their will inside a small woodworking business in a rundown Phoenix warehouse, where three workers were making cabinets as police arrived on Monday morning. " per az central.com
This time it is a bit different because the victims were being held in the back of a business, not in a private home.
The good news, this time, is that all being held were rescued safe and unhurt.
What is happening here ,is that people in other countries are paying for a coyote (human smuggler) to get them into the United States. When they get here they are not released. They are held for ransom. Most often, even if the ransom is paid, those being held are killed. I have been called to a few of these scenes. We are brought in after a family member has paid the ransom and believes they are picking up their loved one, only to find one or more dead bodies in the house. It is a horrible crime and even worse, no one wants to talk because they are afraid of the coyotes coming after them.
I have seen the heartbreak these kidnapping & murders bring to a family and their communities. We have to find a way to stop this.
I am not a fan of people coming to this country illegally. This "new business" is one of the products of working against the law. I understand the want of a better life. The need to do better for your family. What I will never understand is how people (coyotes in this case) can do the heartless things they do. No mater how these people got here, they still deserve to be treated as human.
As heartbreaking as worknig these scenes will always be, I will continue to do my part.